This is difficult to write

I am sitting in front of this computer struggling not to cry. I just watched one of the medical companies carry out a mattress and bedside tray. Grandma passed away Friday afternoon.

If this was Facebook, this is where I would post the link to her obituary, but not here. I'm a writer, I should be able to put to words what she meant to me. I'd say how much of a pleasure it was to take care of her for the last seven plus years, but it wasn't. It was messy, tiring, and hard. It was also full of a lot of laughter, long talks, and good memories too. I sat in front of Facebook for a half hour trying to look for words to post, they never came......I don't know how long, but I need time.